I was told that there was a bear that was getting into chicken coops in Ojai. “I’ll talk to that bear,” I told somebody, but I never did. I was tired. I had two animals at home that were suffering and every free moment went to their care. Not long after, that bear was shot and wounded at an east end chicken coop.
The guilt weighs heavily on me. God gave me a gift to be able to converse with the animals, and for selfish reasons I didn’t use it. Some would say, “What could you do, Laura? Don’t be so hard on yourself.” But I know the influence of my work, and although each animal does have free will, knowledge is power.
I have heard all sorts of explanations around town of why it was okay to shoot the bear. “It could kill children.” “It is getting worse.” “We have done everything.” I agree bears should be leaving the chickens alone, but really—shooting her?
Today I ask the bear, “What is your side of the story?”
The bear says, “I was shot in the shoulder by man. I have known that they can do this harm but at the time it was not of my concern. The wound is deep and festers some. The shaded creek water soothes the pain and fever. I get along okay although my ridge- and tree-climbing has suffered.
“I’m an older bear. I have lived many years in the wilderness foraging for food. This last cub is not right. He sticks by me longer than he should and has a hard time learning. He can’t find food for himself and it is difficult for me to keep feeding him. The chickens are an easy kill and they are tasty.
“I hear now in the echoes of my mind that they are man’s territory. Why are the coops far away from their homes at the edges of our terrain? It makes no sense. If the chickens are theirs, the humans shouldn’t lure and bait us and then punish us for going after their treats. Humans are very dangerous. They do not work by the laws of nature. If they did there would be no cruelty. In the wild, bears and other wildlife mark their territory with scratches and scents. There are no such markings on these coops and garbage cans.
“A bear would never eat a mountain lion’s stash even if it were starved. There are laws of nature and humans are foreign to our rhythms.
“What do people do with their old ones and young ones that are not capable of feeding themselves? Who takes care of them? Humans must also grow old, so that their bones and joints ache and they are not are as fast. Chicken coops on boundaries of our pathways are open invitations for an easy meal. If they want to mark them as their territory, they should pee all around it and they should roll their bodies in dirt around the coops to claim them. Then the wildlife would understand.
“I will try to spread the word that humans are similar to coyotes with a virus. They make no sense and attack without warning. What these humans apparently do not know is that I marked those coops with my scent for many days before we ate the chickens. Humans did not mark over my scent.
“I want to tell that man that shot me and the others that would have done the same, ‘Is your life easy? You must be men with great pain inside, men that are confused.’ They may live in nature but they are not men of nature. Because I know from experience that men of the wilderness would devise a clever plan, using their minds instead of their confusion and anger to solve a natural problem. I say to the people of the valley, ‘Your inner lives are in great danger. You are far from the truth.’”


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"I sell Snake-Oil by the seashore"
Say THAT 3x fast...
PeterPeli (anonymous profile)
August 21, 2011 at 8:12 a.m. (Suggest removal)
Everyone is born with a "gift" to communicate with nature, the problem is... you lose it through society and influences of selfisness, hate and negativity of others. While there are frauds, there are also very real people who are very spiritual. I would not expect the person who made the comment about "snake oil" to understand. But I believe Laura Stinchfield is telling the truth. If more people would nurture their innate gift and have compassion for all living things, the world wouldn't be in such a mess.
onewithnature (anonymous profile)
August 21, 2011 at 11:01 a.m. (Suggest removal)
Um, no. Sure, there are people who are more in touch with nature etc. No, I do not buy that Laura (who I'm kinda thinking may also be 'onewithnature'... just a cynical, human guess there) can tell us what the bear's experience of the world is. Educated guesses? Sure, and if she wants to present them as such that would be just dandy. What is not so dandy is this, her projecting her various disappointments with the human race onto some bear. You could even argue that she is furthering his victimization here, putting words in his mouth that, you know, aren't there. I know we live in a far out town and I can't blame the Indy for wanting to represent this, but this is a bridge quite too far.
byParallax (anonymous profile)
August 21, 2011 at 2:26 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Proposed mission for Pet Psychic... interview the ghost of bigfoot.
Adonis_Tate (anonymous profile)
August 21, 2011 at 5:58 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Typical human, Parallax. Your guess is wrong, but you are right about being cynical. I don't expect you to understand. Compassion, and empathy are uncommon virtues.
onewithnature (anonymous profile)
August 21, 2011 at 9:18 p.m. (Suggest removal)
'Twas just a thought... your assumptions are a bit cynical too, you might note. Nothing about what I said would suggest that I lack compassion or empathy, just that I happen not to believe that this, I am sure very nice woman, can commune with bears. Indeed, I have considerable compassion for the bear and it was my general thought that she was in fact projecting her own crap onto his situation that led me to post. Per my beliefs about the situation she is speaking for another sentient being, which is not cool even if well motivated. That's all. Peace be with us all.
byParallax (anonymous profile)
August 23, 2011 at 3:54 p.m. (Suggest removal)
Delusional, yes. Entertaining (in some sad way), definitely.
The "bear" sort of reminds me of Old Lodge Skins in Little Big Man.
zappa (anonymous profile)
August 25, 2011 at 10:19 a.m. (Suggest removal)