Aching for Nick

2000 Ten Years without Nick 2010

Dearest Nick,
I sometimes allow myself to dream of.
One more sunset
Two more dances
Three more smiles
Four more talks
Five more laughs
Six more hugs
Seven more kisses
Eight more photos
Nine more videos
Ten more years.with you
However, in order for me to survive this, I focus on being grateful for
knowing you and the fifteen years we had together
Thank you for the little
signs I believe are for me.
I will love and miss you.forever
Love, Mom

(In memory of Nicholas Samuel Markowitz, 9/19/1984-8/9/2000.)

Ten years of allegiance and convictions have made us acutely aware how privileged we were to have the Santa Barbara District Attorney’s Office working on our case. Our family would like to thank them for helping us honor Nick with compassion.

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