During the Christmas holidays, some of us might be lucky enough
to spend time with loved ones, hunkered down in the embrace of
sweet indolence. But for some, the holidays will be defined by
sand, grit, grime, fear, and extreme vigilance. These are members
of the armed forces, pursuing a military mission that every day
seems increasingly doomed to failure.

One school of thought holds the Iraq War was launched by
starry-eyed idealists hoping to utilize the domino theory by
spreading democracy one nation at a time throughout the Middle
East. Another group would have you believe it’s all about power,
oil, and cementing the United States as the world’s only
superpower. Regardless, the war has not gone as anyone in
Washington, D.C., had hoped. Nearly 3,000 American servicemembers
have been killed there, and far more have been seriously wounded;
also, the American public has been saddled with a debt that some
economists predict will eventually reach $3 trillion.

Estimates for Iraqi casualties prove far more slippery, ranging
from 56,000 to untold hundreds of thousands. Although Iraqis did go
to the polls to elect the leaders of their newly formed government,
it remains increasingly doubtful whether that government is capable
of holding the warring factions at bay.

Attempting to hold all this together are American servicemembers
and most are doing their best to make a bad situation better. In
this issue, dedicated to our fragile but enduring hope for Peace on
Earth, we have reprinted snippets from soldiers’ letters and emails
telling of their experiences in Iraq, thanking people at home for
their support and love, and confiding they are proud to be serving
and hopeful they’re making a positive contribution in Iraq.

Caught in the crossfire are the Iraqi people. We’ve printed
excerpts from an Iraqi teen’s diary, which tell of her struggles to
stay alive, her faith in America’s involvement in her country, and
her hope for future happiness.  — The Independent

Diary of War

In their book Stolen Voices: Young People’s War Diaries, Zlata
Filipovic (author of 1993’s Zlata’s Diary) and award-winning writer
Melanie Challenger have collected journal entries from 14
individuals age 12-19, each telling of their wartime
experiences — from the Great War to present-day conflicts. The last
account in the book is by Iraqi teen Hoda Thamir Jehad, whose
entries begin as U.S. missiles rained down on Baghdad.


Hoda Thamir Jehad is the youngest member of a moderate and
cultured family of lawyers, journalists, and teachers. Born on
October 11, 1985, in Nasiriyah, a town in the south of Iraq, she
was largely raised by her older brothers and sisters after the
tragic death of her father in a car accident when she was just two
years old. … [Her] diary recounts the unfolding of the war in Iraq
with the arrival of U.S. and British forces to remove the dictator
Saddam Hussein from power. … American missiles hit targets in
Baghdad in the early hours of March 20, 2003, signaling the onset
of a campaign to remove the Iraqi leader. U.S. and British ground
forces entered the country from the south … by April 9, U.S. forces
had advanced into central Baghdad, and Saddam Hussein’s grip on
power had been markedly reduced. The regime collapsed in April
2003, three weeks into the U.S.-led campaign.

March 20, 2003

[T]oday is the first day of war: Today is Thursday, March 20, a
difficult day for everyone. … I want to mention that yesterday was
a very beautiful and ordinary day, when stars sparkled in the black
sky. But this morning was not an ordinary day, because the
twittering of the birds was mixed with the sound of gunfire.

March 21, 2003

[I] feel intensely sad that we have lost peace completely in our
country of Iraq. We have also lost the lovely life of studying, and
communicating with friends, or the daily experience of discussing
interesting and beautiful things with pupils and teachers. All this
I miss today. I am distraught by the knowledge that when I wake in
the morning, there will be nothing but the roaring of guns and
enemy planes.

March 23, 2003

Today the bombardment was unceasing and very violent, but it was
worse in Baghdad and the other governing areas. … Everyone is at
home and no one goes out to work or to schools, universities, or
anywhere in Nasiriyah except for the hospital, which constantly
receives the dead and the wounded, where benevolent doctors are
sacrificing themselves, giving their souls for the innocent.

March 24, 2003

War raged even more today, when the Marine forces entered our
modest residential areas and everywhere, while clashes are on the
increase from one day to the other. I wonder to myself if things
will ever return to the simple life and the poverty I was content
with, and to the days of beautiful youth that are nothing but
memory now.

March 25, 2003

[T]oday I remained awake until the early morning; I cannot tell
night from day. We are all holed up now in one room, under one
roof. … Now bombing has increased massively, and we do not know
what is happening. There are very violent attacks and heavy
bombing, and American armored vehicles are roaming the streets of
Nasiriyah. What a state of anxiety I am in!

March 26, 2003

[Last] night was much worse than the night before. Clashes
erupted … around 2 or 3 at night … and lasted until midday. …
Meanwhile, we were in the same room, not knowing what was happening
outside. … [Later] we discovered the voice we had heard at … dawn
was the voice of a woman from the neighborhood who was screaming
after she was hit by the shooting of the American [snipers]. … The
Americans at that time had no mercy because they imagined she was
one of the Fidayeen who have started to disguise themselves,
wearing black or women’s clothes, and loitering in the streets and

April 1, 2003

Today is the first day of the new month, but there is no hope
and no calmness, as bullets still continue to fly. … Sadness
continues throughout these days because of what has happened in
Iraq. … [O]ur joy in having got rid of an ugly dictatorial
president has limits. … We can only wait for the sunrise of the
near future.

April 2, 2003

The sun is shining, and it is war; the windows of hope are still
open … [but] I cannot lie and say it is a beautiful day, because
after today Iraq does not know joy or happiness, nor do the Iraqis,
whose hearts have been frozen by the period in which they lived
with the dirty president for 37 years. And as if that is not
enough, it is followed by the storm of the Americans, and we do not
know what awaits us in the future.

April 4, 2003

[W]e are sitting around the radio to hear the news, listening
very attentively to the speech of the American president. We were
happy with what he said, but we are more proud of them when we hear
them say they have come to Iraq as liberators, not occupiers.

April 7, 2003

They said schools will reopen. … I thought I would die or faint
from joy. … [T]here is a glimmer of hope that life will go back to
what it used to be in the past, perhaps even better.

April 9, 2003

This is the greatest day in the life of Iraqis. … It is the day
the Iraqi capital [Baghdad] fell. Today the empire of Saddam is
finished. When this news was announced, I saw smiles on the faces
of my family and neighbors I have never seen before; smiles that
express the happiness and joy that has been frozen for years,
frozen by the former regime.

January 10, 2004

Every time we think Iraq has started to regain calmness and is
heading toward development, new affairs arise that obstruct the
working process. … Each day a new group emerges; yesterday it was
the Mahdi Army, today we have Abu Musab Al-Zarqawi and the Al-Qaeda
organization. … Every day, millions of people of different ages die
pointlessly and in the worst and ugliest circumstances of murder
and kidnapping and robbery.

January 20, 2004

The world seems dark and bleak for me. … It has been [caused by]
the difficulties I live through … the years in which Saddam
destroyed all our dreams and sowed hatred inside us instead of
love. … But we must believe in the people who entered our country
to rid us of a tyrant and who say they want to bring happiness to
our hearts; we should put our hands in their hands and stand
together until the end of the road.

Reprinted by arrangement with Penguin Books, a member of Penguin
Group (USA) Inc., from Stolen Voices by Zlata Filipovic
and Melanie Challenger. Copyright © 2006 by Zlata Filipovic and
Melanie Challenger.

4•1•1 Zlata Filipovic and Melanie
Challenger will read from Stolen Voices on Wednesday, January 24 at
7 p.m. Skirball Cultural Center and Museum, 2701 North Sepulveda
Boulevard, Los Angeles. Admission is $8. Call (310) 440-4500 or
email info@skirball.org.


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